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Dessert
Gave up desserts for lent so my “dessert” for today is croutons :)
My Thighs
So today I went out to an event at my school and I decided to dress up. I put on a skirt, nice shirt with a blazer, and some killer heels. Thing about being fat and wearing a skirt? That lovely sensation of your thigh rubbing together all night. They are so irritated right now I can’t even put clothes on. Ice it is…
Small things like this are what motivate me to stop living an unhealthy life. Working out for 2 hours tomorrow. Even if it kills me!
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2.23.12
I feel horrible today. I started doing Jillian Michaels 30 days shred and I was supposed to wake up today at 9am to work on it but I didn’t. It just upsets me that I am just starting with this thing and I am already letting myself down. However, I won’t let it keep me down so tomorrow I will do Jillian Michaels and something else. I have to look at the classes that are being offered at my school. I think there is a Zumba class and that sounds amazingly exciting!!!
I am so sore though!! Muscles in my back that I did not even know I had are killing me!! I love that feeling though because at least I know that I worked hard yesterday
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2.22.12
For the longest time ( I think a little over a year) I have been telling myself that I want to be skinny again. I always promise myself that by a certain date I will weigh a certain number. Today I am making a deal with myself to truly work hard to get where I want to be. The beauty of it is that I am no longer doing this for the attention of guys or to simply look good. I am doing this for myself, because I want to FEEL healthy and look healthy as well. I don’t want a super model body, I want a FIT body! So on this day of February 22nd of the year 2012 I promise myself and my followers (if I get any) that I will work my hardest to reach my goal weight. I will post what I eat for the day ( even if I made a mistake that I am not proud of) and amount of time I exercise. I am not saying that by May 20th 2012 I will weight 130 pounds because that isn’t healthy. Truth is I don’t have a certain date set in mind, but I don’t think that is too important right now. What’s important is that I am motivated to be healthy and I love myself enough to do something about my weight.
